Saturday, October 06, 2007
Stupid
Every girl is bound to have this one boy who is like kryptonite to her.
She knows fully well that he's bad news and has and will crush her. Yet, she just can't give him up. She's hooked. Drawn to him like a moth to light, and she eventually, singes and burns to nothingness.
She has never felt or done anything remotely dumb or gullible, but that is what she is whenever he's around. Helplessly stupid. Nothing but hollow words and empty phrases, which makes her cringe when she replays the entire conversation up in her head. Over and over and over again.
She searches for clues, answers. But he's a wall. He reveals nothing yet he takes everything. Selfish. Self-ful. She hangs on to his every word even though experience told her she would be a fool to trust. He knows her weakness and he makes use of it. She knows her weakness but she's still looking for his, to break even.
No luck. He's not giving.
Damn you, kryptonite.